based out (funny how some people never learn at all)

,
you startled me

with the desperate crack of your knees.
as they gave way you choked on a sob,
touched me like i was fucking china.

if that's what you think
i've got news for you:

this is all me.

but it's your shoulders that won't hold up
and you seem so disappointed.
so drag yourself home, cry your eyes out.

i don't care.
all i need is a hit.

from “transgressive middle school verses”.